I started my journey to lose weight in Sept 2010. Since then I have found my passion for running and completed several races from 5k's to half marathon's. This blog is an extension to my FB page were I can share my journey in more depth.

Tuesday, 4 August 2015

The Next Chapter ~ Inverness Half Marathon

I know I haven't written in a while. Truth is I haven't really had anything to say and was still struggling for a while. The page has been updated every few days but nothing warranting a blog post. But I'm back!

The other week we went away to the lake district, it was lovely. Beautiful scenery, food, plenty of walking being tourists and people were nice. We visited lots of places. We got to see birds of prey, hold an eagle, feed an owl and falcon. As well as take the falcon for a walk :)

On one of the days we went for a walk up the hills behind where we were staying. It was tough! We had eaten so much good food, I could feel the weight I had gained. We took it easy and went up the hills bit by bit. I was proud when we got to the top. We hadn't done any major exercise in a couple of weeks. I was merely ticking over I had started kettle bells again but hadn't done any exercise in over a week before we went away.

When I got back I got straight back on plan. I knew I needed to and was ready for it this time. I tracked my food everyday for the past week, used a new protein powder (PHD Diet whey protein) and started C25K again. Week one has been completed and at class I lost 3.5lb!!!!!! YAY!

On the weekend we Signed up for the Inverness Half Marathon for next March. I knew i needed something to help get me back on track and I loved training for the previous ones i did as i had to work hard. 10K I can do on a bad day but 13.1 miles needs to be taken seriously especially if your my size. Plus i really want to get under 3 hours and I'm willing to work hard for it. I have 7.5 months to get healthier, fitter and stronger.

To help keep me even more motivated along the way I have decided to run in Memory of Cookie. My best friend who passed in a motorbike accident last year in May. A part from the motivation I have finally been feeling that I can cope with everything again and not feel so overwhelmed and I want to do him proud.
I will be raising money for The Nationwide Association of Blood Bikes. They help set up blood bike groups across the UK. Its all done by volunteers and they help transport blood in the evenings and weekends when it could cost hospitals thousands in taxi or other transportation ways. Cookies Life and soul was motorbikes and this is a great way to Honor that. And the best thing of all Cookies Sister, My friend Suzanne is also going to be running with us. I'm Super excited! Now to get her husband signed up to :D

I have set up my Garmin to tell me when to walk and when to run. Week one was 1 min run 1 min 30 sec walk. I cant see the pace per step as the way the watch is set up it will only show pace overall, so gives me a weird split cos of the 5min walk warm up. Then the pace per mile doesnt help either because of the walk. So I got a nice surprise as the week went on and I got home to look at my splits.

Week One Day One - I headed up to the trails with Chris. I took it easy, made sure to listen to my body and feel my pace.
Week One Day Two - Back on the road. Was feeling good when I ran and settling into my pace.

Week One Day Three - I went out and after the first couple I thought I was running a bit fast. So i slowed down on one of the reps but my legs didn't feel right. So I then carried on running as I feel. I was worried when it came to the next week I wouldn't be able to hold out for the 1 min and 30 secs. That 30 secs extra can be a bugger. 
Till my next update .... :D

Friday, 1 May 2015

Bits & Bob's with a dash of Motivation

This past Thursday, the 30th April, we celebrated our 5th wedding anniversary. WOW! 5 years already, it’s passed quickly but has been filled with many happy memories together. We went out for a nice meal. It was lovely; a nice hotel not far from us in a town nearby, the food was really tasty. It was also just enough, not too much but made you feel comfortably full. We both had Carrot and coriander soup to start, for mains I had sea bass and tried purple potato for the first time, it also came on top of some lettuce and pea garnish thing ha-ha I can’t remember what it was called. Chris had sirloin steak, homemade rustic chips with a garnish and tomatoes. For dessert we both had sticky toffee pudding. No photos unfortunately as I left my phone at home and I think I may have looked odd trying to take pics ha-ha! But there are some pics from our wedding day for you to see further down :D

My new running sun glasses also came on the same day and I can’t wait to try them out. I got them off naked runner. They have air pockets to stop them from steaming up when you’re running. Also it will help keep the wind out of my eyes which we get from being on the coast.  It can be quite of a chilly wind depending on how hot the sun gets, it is the North Sea after all!

In other news this week we went to our Slimming world class on weds and our lovely consultant, Rachel, gave us her good news. She is moving on to be the area manager for part of Scotland covering a wide area. Great news for her but sad for us as she can’t have her own groups any more :’( For the moment our other consultant Craig will cover us for a few weeks and at the end of May when we also move to a Monday night and new location Heather will take over our group. While chatting to my friend Karen, who goes to class, and is slowly catching the running bug ;), I have decided I will go to class next week then take a two week break. There are a couple of reasons for this. One is because I will be away for a few days’ next weekend as I go home for my nephews christening. It will also give me a break while the first anniversary of my friend’s death approaches and passes. I don’t know how I will deal with it and I don’t want the added stress of going to class each week, sit through the meeting trying to concentrate, if my head is all over the place, and worrying about the scales as well. I’d much rather be able to throw some running shoes on and get out for a run or walk to clear my head when I need to. I don’t plan on eating my way through the pain as I know that won’t help me, and is the reason I’m heavier than I was this time last year! But mentally it can be tough, which is something I struggle with, and taking something that can cause more stress out of the equation means I have space to process the next few weeks. The other reason is because I am still above my starting weight, which at the moment isn’t bothering me but I would like to take the break sort myself out and come back fresh, start fresh with a new consultant. There’s no point wasting a booked holiday, as we only get 4 a year so I may as well re-join up as it’s also cheaper than paying back fees of missed classes. 

With this in mind it has led me to think about what motivates me and moving onto the next challenge in life so I don’t take steps back again……. Possibly completing a Marathon, Yup the whole 26.2 Miles! Don’t forget the point 2 is very important or 42Km if you prefer metric and you can drop the .2. :D

Sooo, the Lakeland trail video popped up on my FB page and I watched it again and the fire for wanting to do a Marathon and finding the right one started up again. I checked out the website again and saw there are two types of races on the day, one is the Marathon Race with a cut off of 6 hours and the other is Marathon challenge for those wishing to stop along the route, take it easy enjoy the view or slow plodders like me with a nice 8 hours cut off.  Very doable that would mean at max a pace of 18mins per mile. Even in the two Half’s I have completed and having to walk some of the last couple of miles I was at worst a 16min mile pace on the first race and around 14-15 on my second overall. I would plan to complete this race in June 2016. This gives me a year to be ready for it. With 7-8 months before I need to start a beginner’s marathon plan.  I have worked back from a rough date in June next year when I think the race would take place; dates won’t be announced till later this year, and filled in a plan for the next year.
The plan goes goes like this:
·Runs leading up to the Killearn 10K trail Race on 6th June.
·Possible Race for life 5K walk on June 14th.
· A couple of weeks to keep mileage at an even 3-4 miles per run.
·Start half marathon plan at the end of June and do a virtual marathon mid sept in support of Gary at No More Mr Fat Guy / Hearts Across Australia run/walk from Brisbane to Perth and earn my medal which supports Gary’s cause from Oz virtual running.
·See how I feel after the half training, body and mind, and then sign up for the Marathon once it’s open.
·I would then do a couple of 10k plans to keep weekly mileage up and make sure I can keep up the 6-7 mile long runs and not stress my body out if the marathon then starts not long after.
·End of January the beginners 20 week Marathon plan would start.

I’ve realised I’m one of those people that when it comes to running I need a plan. Even a rough one, I mean things will come up and runs will need shuffled about etc. but if I have a guide I can use, follow it, tweak where I need to, I can see how I’m doing as time goes by. The main thing will be getting my nutrition up to scratch and that’s one of the reasons I love slimming world. There is so many healthy foods you can eat as a free food, which means no weighing and can eat unlimited, obviously based on moderation. But if my training steps up and I need more protein, veggies, fruit, carbs, I can increase these and still be following the plan. I haven’t yet followed a training plan to the tee while doing SW it seems to drift in and out just now, I can’t wait to see how my body reacts and work on what I need to do here and there to get the best of both worlds.

When it comes to the marathon I think the hardest part will be nailing these things, especially the training and keeping at it. A few people have already given me some of their input and advice, which is fab I need all the info I can get! On race day I know I’ll push through what ever to get it done. You would too if you checked out the video and saw the scenery I was in store for. I definitely prefer looking at trees than city’s so I know I will have picked a good one. There is a good few hills involved and we have plenty nearby to practice on! 
I just know if I don’t just go for it I won’t ever do it as ill just keep saying next year, next year let me loose some more weight and  I’ll think about it. This way I will know I’m signed up and have to do it! I wouldn’t want to let myself down would I!  So I will try my hardest to be the best I can be by January and evaluate where I am. The backup plan is to do the half marathon which is the same day and they give you four hours to complete it in. 
Hopefully you made it to the end of this one :D

Our friends, Cookie (Chris), Justin (Suzanne's now husband), Laura, Chris and I, Suzanne (my bridesmaid and Cookies sister) and Georgia. Cookie is my best friend who past away. I rember him being so excited about a pic we had taken just the two of us at the wedding. He came running over with it to show me at the reception. We miss him dearly! I love this pic of us all.
The wedding party.
Micheal, Jim and flo (chris' parents) Sarah (neice), us, my dad, Suzanne, Tonicha and Serena (my cousins)


Chris and I

Every one!


Friday, 24 April 2015

Failing to Plan is Planning to Fail


The most important thing the last couple of days has taught me is I need to plan. Even if it's just a couple of days were I have a rough idea of what we're eating.
Since weds I haven't made my breakfast for the coming days and I haven't made lunches either. This has lead to eating what I can from the canteen at work or picking up something for tea like last night as we got home late. Sometimes you can make good choices and sometimes you can only make the best of what you have.
Before this goes any further I'm planning to do the 30day squat and 30day crunch challenge to ensure I get some form of exercise in each day and give me a routine again. We'll also be going for a run at the weekend and now my headphones have arrived I can make  sure I get out for a run during the week. No excuses! I want to eat well train better and be better so I need to put the hard work in :D
Meal wise I'll cook chicken Kiev from the freezer tonight but with lots of veg :) at the weekend I will defrost some meat and make something yummy for lunches next week and make sure I make my egg muffins twice so I have enough for the week. I normally do a Sunday night then a Tuesday. I'll make Tuesday a night to make sure I have enough for three days :)
The past couple of days I've also eaten potato and bread again. I've felt bloated and tired. This proves there's something there so I'll try and get a docs appointment for next week to discuss. Plus going forward make sure I'm eating these types of things in small quanities.
In terms of my journey I havnt felt derailed but feel I'm learning what works for me. So ill hit the nail on the head before it progresses into anything more. Plenty of time to rain it back in and see a loss next week but most importantly feel good :)

Wednesday, 22 April 2015

Not letting the scale rule you


I wrote this on my FB earlier and wanted to document it here so I can look back on it and how I'm feeling.

Today is my weigh in day at club tonight. For once I'm not excited and I'm not nervous. I'm medioca and feeling great about it. I know I've had a great week and even if by chance the scales didn't show it this week I know they will catch me back up eventually. I won't let my self be controlled by the scale every week. Everyone has blips on the scales, sometimes we know why sometimes we don't and we just have to move on and know it will catch us back up. As many of you have said there is other ways to see progress. I enjoy going to club as we talk about more than just the scales we talk about what obstacles we have upcoming and how we can tackle them to make sure we have a good week. If we're feeling uneasy about anything we talk it through. It's a good open forum to discuss and get advice from people who have been there before. This is a long term journey and is what I need to be able to succeed. I just have to make I don't let the scales rule how I tackle the following week, that could either be going of the tails because it didn't show what I wanted or thinking I'm doing so well I can let things slip..... :D

Sunday, 19 April 2015

Reflections and Moving Forward....'

By now, you should have read my previous blog and will know my story up to this point.
The last blog ended on a good point but unfortunately everything kind of went to pot after it! I ended up getting a cold which led to my chest getting bad again, I keep getting left with phlegm at the back of my throat. I’ve had this since last November and slowly its getting better. The doctors tried to help but the sprays they gave me did nothing. So I'm just letting my body get rid of it as well as trying hard not to catch any more colds which has been tricky the last few weeks.

I finally got over that and I decided I was going to try really hard getting back into exercise and following the slimming world plan. I was so proud of myself, I can honestly say I stuck to the plan 99% and exercised practically every day. I was using my mio Fuse to track my workouts on the bike and started T25 again. Who doesn't love some Shaun T in their life, right? One night i even decided to set myself a challenge to cycle through out a whole film. We put on Dracula untold and i knew it was 92 mins long. Chris (Hubby) then decided to tell me it was the extended version and would be on for longer. I carried on regardless and at times it was hard, mainly cos my bum kept going numb haha! The film finished at 82 mins… Huh! I was geared up for an hour and half cycling so i carried on and finished just after 92 mins. We also had a leaving meal that week, at an indian, my favourite! I choose chicken Tikka, plain rice and salad. I even avoided the naan bread despite being asked several times. I did everything I could that week and I was feeling great… then came weigh in day, I was so excited! Bamn half a pound on. What the !!!!! I cant tell you how gutted I was. It was like somebody punched me in the face. I left weigh in deflated and wondering why I had tried so hard and thinking I should have had naan bread at the indian.

Looking back i should have carried on with good intentions and let the scale catch me up later on in the weeks to come. I knew there were other things at be that didn't help and no im talking about the visitor us women get, just other things that would be too much info. Anyway Instead i self sabotaged myself. I’ve now gained 6lb because of doing this. I missed class one week when I should have gone and it most probably would have got me back to feeling in the zone much sooner. But it is what it is and i have to move on and do what i can to shift it. I won't let it phase me this time! As well as putting on weight this past couple of weeks i have learnt two lessons. Stop living in the past and live in the now and love yourself. I realised after gaining weight since last may all i have thought about is getting back to where i was this time last year. Not where I am now and focusing on the little steps it takes to get back there. which has only lead to disappointment. We had a bbq at the weekend and it ended up being a Kelly mini reunion as loads of family on Chris’ side could make it. Lots of pics where taken on our camera. They were posted to FB and I didn't once think Urgh! God I like awful! I actually thought, wow we had such a fab day and doesn't she look nice, I think the make up helped ;)  seriously though I felt comfortable in my own skin, something I hadn't felt in a long time. The coming days I felt happier, this helped me get back to class and find some sort of focus again. And I’ve taken that 6lb gain on the chin and know I’ve lost it before I can do it again. I also realised a couple of days later when I could actually feel the effects of the weight gain. I dont want to be FAT anymore! Not because its good for my health or because I just want to be back where I was last year but because of all the things I feel when I have lost weight, even if its only a few pounds. I feel good about myself, I can hold my head up high knowing I’m doing something about it. I go running and feel free flying along the roads. Well not quite flying but toddling along, which is faster than a walk, I hope ;) I feel more energized and ready to conquer the world.

When I started my weight loss journey I also started running to help me lose weight. Eventually it turned into wanting to lose weight to be able to run. I hated running to begin with but the feeling of self achievement kept me going. Now it looks like it has turned full circle again and I sure as hell know which side I’d rather be on. Running isn't something I want to give up on. One day i want to run a marathon or an ultra on a nice trail. Grow old walking and running with my husband, when i can catch him that is, and he isn’t going slow for me ;) I can imagine myself being one of those crazy old people who are still running at the age of 86, bringing hope to anyone that you can be a runner or just thinking I’m crazy!  

Tomorrow (Saturday 11th) I’m going for a run. I have a 10k race in two weeks and I haven't done much in the last couple. I plan on covering 4 miles, If i feel good maybe more. I’m going to set my Mio fuse to track my HR and send it to my garmin. My garmin will be set up with a run / walk ratio. Possibly 2mins run and 1 min walk. I just need to make sure the walking part is a bit faster as I tend to then lagg on them and walk slow. I'm excited to see how I do. I know my muscles have been feeling tight again but taking it easy should help everything, my breathing, heart rate and legs :D

I went out for the run and it didn’t go well at all. I spent two miles in pain, my ankles and calf muscles were really playing up. I ran / walked as per my garmin and even stopped to stretch a couple of times. Usually it helps but not today. I got to 2 miles and was thinking i just cant go on like this i will do some real damage so a slow .83 mile walk home. Quicker to run it but i didn't want to cause more issues. The pain subsided slightly as i was walking back and it gave me time to think. Is it my legs or my shoes??

I got home and decided i would try my trail shoes as that's all i had. Luckily they are ones i can use for slight road use. I put them on, walked down the street then off i went. WOW! No Pain i couldn't believe it! Especially as even though the pain had subsided it was still very painful when i got home even more so when i took my shoes off. 1 mile ran without pain and my lungs gave in before my feet did. 3.83 miles reached :D I let my legs rest over the rest of the day but on a walk with my friend i used my road shoes gain. It wasn’t till the end of the walk i started to feel some niggles. I stupidly then used the same shoes to go for a walk down town on my hunt for some quark, ( a naturally low fat soft cheese made from skimmed milk) the trainers really started to wear thin on me. Thankfully hubby was coming home and picked me up :D Yay!

While out with my friend we went to a new place i’d never been. It was a gorgeous route with some fair incline but peaceful. Its one of our local woodlands and the track is perfect for running on. Chris came downstairs later that night and said do you want to go for a run. My foot was hurting but i was so eager to show him this route i said yes. Put my trail shoes on and off we went. no pain for the whole way round and we both agreed it was a fab route to train on.
Because of the road shoes issues we decided to pull out of the race we had booked at the end of April. its the best decision we made. Chris hasn’t ran in weeks, although we know he can do it easily, we both want to but in better shape for the Killearn 10K in June, it’s a beautiful trail race I’ve ran but Chris couldn't last year due to his shoulder. Plus there is a beer festival on afterwards ;) So we will train most of the time on this new route now.

Fast forward a week and we have been for our first run on this beautiful route today. I didn’t quite think how tough it would be at times as the trail does have some good incline to it. I set my garmin up on one arm and my Mio fuse on the other so i could see my HR and keep it below the max i wanted to reach. We headed off up the hill, 2 mins run and 1 min walk was how we started. I was surprised at how much i ran, even at times we missed the walk part and just carried on. There was only two big inclines i walked up instead as my HR had been getting high and i wanted to bring it down again and rest my legs. The loop was 3.10 miles (garmin) from where i started my watch all the way back to the car. We completed it in 52mins. Chris did a wee bit extra at the end as he looped back and did a section again. I’m loving this new trail and Can’t wait to see how i get on with it over the next 7 weeks. I'm hoping to be feeling stronger than today :D

The other big thing that happened this week was me finally getting my head into it, mainly due to the things mentioned before in the blog earlier on. This lead to me giving  the SP section of slimming world, you basically eat Speed foods and Protein plus your healthy extras, A (calcium milk or cheese) and 2 B options while you are doing SP, this can be from whole meal bread to soup or nuts or even dried fruit, you decide. The only foods you're really eliminating is starchy carbs, Pasta, potato, rice etc and you're not allowed some fruits and vegetables. but its not many. There is loads that are an S and P food like pulses and baked beans etc along with all of the above so you're still getting all you need.

If I’m honest i really didn't think i would do well on this, i thought i would miss having some rice or pasta but the changes for me personally have outweighed it and i haven't once craved them. Only things i did is pineapple and banana. I had some pineapple after my weigh in and that curbed the craving. The changes i have experienced this past week and half have been great, i feel full of energy, even Monday after walking 8 miles over the course of Sunday, I'm sleeping better, my belly hasn’t been sore at all, my body is functioning as it should be processing the food. I generally am feeling great! My friend thinks i may have a slight gluten intolerance as i was having problems before which i went to the doctors about and was put on medication for when i needed to use it but i haven't had to use it once since forgetting i hadn’t taken it and doing sp. I will go back and see them in the next few weeks to see if they can maybe test it or at least discuss it.  Any way it was weigh in on Wednesday and I lost 4.5lb!!! Yay! Cos i had put 6lb on the previous week and feel great getting the majority of this last week. I'm excited for weigh in again, I will be pleased to lose 1lb and keep losing steadily as the benefits of doing SP have really helped me. You can also do the normal plan and i think even when i do that i will still eliminate starchy carbs in favour of more veg instead and see how i get one :D

Things are looking up and I hope they stay this way. Nothing is ever easy but in the end its worth it! 

Egg Muffins, Filled with wafer thin ham, eggs and peppers.
 Some yummy dinners.













Sundays day on my Mio Fuse.




















Lunch, Tuna and salad. Tuna is mixed with Lightest Philadelphia.













 Today's Run / walk :D





Who I am and where I got to at the beginning of 2015.

My name is Alana Kelly. I'm 25 and live on the east coast of Scotland with my husband Chris. I was originally born in the south of England, Surrey, but moved here in 2005 when I was 16 to live with relatives when my mum passed away from cancer. It’s a lovely place to live, where just a mile from the sea and there are hundreds of hills and walks to go on.  I am one of seven, have two sisters and four brothers from both my Mum and Dad’s side before I was born.  

For most of my life I have been big. Since I could remember I was always a stone heavier than my age. However when I turned 19 the cycle had changed and I was no longer heavier than my age at the time although this wasn't a good thing either but a turning point. My wedding was coming up and I had to lose weight, I had ordered my dress a couple of years prior and it’s a bit on the snug point now. I started to eat healthily and exercise more and the weight came off. I lost around a stone before the wedding and my dress fit perfectly. The honeymoon came and we went away to the highlands, a beautiful place but bad habits set in and I gained some of the weight I had lost back on.  
A couple of months later I saw some unflattering pictures that had been taken when I didn't notice and decided this time I would lose weight for myself. I've become a big believer in the fact that someone has to want to do it themselves; you can’t force anyone to lose weight, show someone what eating in moderation and exercising does and they will want the same to. But bring it up all the time and people will resent you for it. I was lucky that my husband never said a word about my size and has supported me no matter what. I joined a slimming club in Sept 2010, weighing in at 19 st. I lost a stone and half when I decided that I wanted to complete a Race For Life event in memory of my Mum as it was coming up for her 6th year anniversary the next year in 2011. I wanted to do the 5K event but rather than just walk it I wanted to try and jog/run most of it. I started of using the NHS couch to 5K programme. Great programme but the music is something to be desired. Thankfully there are a lot of programmes out there now where you can use your own music. I soon got bored and felt like I could do it myself, so I would run as far as I could, walk for a short while then run again.  
The day of the race came a warm day in June but with motivational music plugged in, off I went. Wow was this event hilly! I had never been to Camperdown Park in Dundee before and most of it was uphill. I had chosen an event that was away from where I lived so not to bump into anyone I knew. I wanted to focus on the race and not what people would think of me. I finished in around 54 mins and was ecstatic that I had completed and raising over £1,284 In memory of Mum.  
After this I didn’t run much until winter came around, I preferred the cooler temps back then. I had a love/hate relationship with running for a while but the achievement I felt after a run was complete won. I signed up for my next challenge, a Half Marathon 13.1 miles Ekk! This time though both my husband and I signed up. We started training again, although separately we understood how each other felt and could encourage one another when needed. It would also be our 7 year anniversary of being together on the day, what better way to spend it?  

Before the race in training I reached 8 miles but felt ready to take the challenge on. I was raising money again in Memory of my Mum and Nan which motivated me to keep going. I was still following the same routine of walk/run ratios and this got me round on the day. The day itself was brilliant, long country roads filled with trees. The half way point was going over the bridge and seeing the river Tay while villagers where out cheering everyone along the way. You then turned into the grounds at Taymouth Castle, it was peaceful in there but a long steep hill was coming up between miles 7 and 9. Once up the hill I stopped and put a plaster on my blister. At this point I had stayed with another woman around my age that hadn’t trained much for the race and was also raising money. We did walk/run ratios together and I said for her to carry on while I stopped. I could have caught up with her but I found it peaceful just myself and the road and I wanted to finish on my own. Soon the marathon runners where on their second lap and passing me, they were amazing cheering other runners on to keep going along the way. I also had great support from back home, everyone was texting and telling me to keep going, my friend Brenda even sent me a recording of her cheering me on.  This helped immensely. I finished in 3hrs and 34mins, exhausted but with a feeling of great accomplishment. I came last but this didn’t discourage me, someone has to and at the end of the day you all ran the same distance. I just wanted to get my money’s worth ;).  Chris finished in 2hrs 15mins, a fantastic time!

During the training of my first half I really got into my fitness and wanting to surround myself with positive influences from the fitness world. I followed a few running and fitness pages, No More Mr Fat Guy, Running GIRL, I Run California, Dan’s Fitness Journey to name a few. All of which helped me in the set-up of my own page, so in May 2013 ‘Gone Bananas For Running’ was born. Because I’ve Gone bananas about running and love it. I wanted a place I could share my training and weight loss without clogging up my personal page as well as being able to connect with other people who already had their own pages, lifestyle changes happening or wanted to get motivated to start. Gone Bananas for Running has been a life saver on many occasions. It’s helped me through a lot and everyone who has followed the page has been nice and full of encouragement, I have only had one negative person in the two years it’s been set up. I’m very lucky as it’s a bit thing to put yourself out there for all to see, especially when you’re not having a great time yourself and things don’t go to plan.  

With a new page came the next event, I was going back to the same Half Marathon and was on a mission to beat last years’ time and also recover better from it. Basically be able to walk a bit more normal the next day ha-ha! This time training went even better and I got up to 10miles in training. I think continuing the running from the previous event helped a lot. Although my weight barely changed only moving up and down a few pound this didn’t get in the way and each run felt better than the last. I felt lighter, stronger and ready for this race knowing what to expect from the previous time. On race day I ran well up until 9 miles and after the hill that felt like forever, when my knee gave up and was hurting badly. I carried on though running where I could and completed the race in 3hrs and 21mins. I had gained a personal best and so did Chris finishing in 2hours and 30secs. They had even more on at the finisher’s zone this time including a certificate with your race time on.

I soon found out that this was because my trainers had lost their support despite me never reaching the rough 500 miles per pair. Due to me being heavier the support had weakened and I got another set a week or so after the race which help me realise this.  Then a bump in the road came literally, I fell over while on a short run in my nice new shoes and sprained my ankle. That pesky gravel where did it jump out from! I was annoyed as I had transitioned from using running to lose weight to wanting to lose weight to better my running. But I never gave up. I went to the doctors and they said I would need 8-10 weeks to rest. I went to a private physiotherapy company, they helped me with stretches and exercises to help heal my ankle along with breaking up the tissue and having ultrasound. I also got a bike trainer for at home and used this to help strengthen my legs. Soon I was allowed to start running again, I was so thankful this as I had already signed up for various 10K’s the next year having wanted to conquer the distance I skipped and also be doing smaller mileage.  

The first 10K race was coming up soon in Buchlyvie on the west coast of Scotland at the end of January 2014. I had also started a different weight loss plan hoping the change would shake up my body which it did and I lost a few more pounds. This race was an out and back route, half a mile on the road and then an old rail track down to the turning point. At one point you would have thought we were doing a tough mudder there was a pool of wet sloppy mud and water as it was raining hard. By the half way point my shins were hurting as I wasn’t used to how hard the trail was going to be despite training on our own rail line route. The half way point came and I was last but as I was reaching the half way point the sun came out and a rainbow appeared in the distance surrounding the hills. It was beautiful! I started running back and one of the marshals kept in line with me on his bike. We chatted along the way; he had hurt his knee and was hoping to get back running soon, we talked about various things and he mentioned other races nearby, I told him I was already signed up for them. This was a most welcome distraction from the pain in my shin. We soon reached the road and I was so grateful to run on pavement. He even shouted at me ‘You were right; you do run so much better on the road, now keep going’. I was grateful I finally looked like I knew what I was doing. I came last again finishing in 1hr, 26mins and 19secs but I won the boobie prize, a wooden spoon. A fab memento when the race didn’t consist of any medals. It pays to come last sometimes and the wooden spoon takes pride of place on my shelf.

I got my first sports massage a few weeks before the next race and WOW do they hurt! But you know you will feel so much better for it after. I was all set for the next race, I kept training well and the weight was falling off again. Both Chris and I completed the Balfron 10K at the end of April, an undulating race but with stunning views across some of the valleys it was all worth it. I even got a PB of 2 mins despite the hills finishing in 1hr 24mins and 24secs.    

I was really enjoying running it had helped me so much mentally, a time when I could process my thoughts, listen to music and feel free from the world. I would often think about my mum especially on those harder runs, I would hear her laugh or the way she shouted my name when it was time to come home when I was out playing as a child. Or I would tune into the music playing and sometimes sing out loud, when no one was around of course but most of all I felt like I was achieving something. This was my own hard work, I was the one putting the effort in and seeing the progress I was making made it worth it.  People can aid you, give you advise give you the tools but if you don’t put the effort in yourself you won’t get anywhere.  

Unfortunately this all changed at the end of May 2014. I got a phone call to tell me that Chris aka Cookie had been involved in a motorbike accident and died. I had grown up with Cookie and his family since I was 11, he had taught me to climb trees and we got up to all sorts as kids. Cookie and his family mean the world to me. He was my best friend and no one could ever replace him. We had always kept in touch, He came to visit for my 18th and when I got married, and his sister was one of my bridesmaids. Whenever I went home to visit it was as though we had never been apart, like I had only seen him yesterday, they welcomed Chris (my husband) into their family and I’m grateful they both got to meet and share some memories. He was a one of a kind guy.

At first running helped me to get out of the house and process my thoughts, some runs I would feel closer to Cookie which I had felt with mum. But it soon became incredibly hard to keep all thoughts out, with it being so raw and old enough to truly understand what losing someone meant I struggled to cope with it all. I couldn’t believe this was happening to his family and friends. I began to resent running, even music didn’t help as every word meant so much more than before or reminded me of a memory, it only made the pain harder to bare. I wasn’t eating right and started to gain weight back. I just couldn’t cope trying to count calories and keep track of runs and how I was doing. Something had to give. The months went by and I completed the races I had planned but not as well as I had hoped, my times got slower, I had gained weight as I was heavier and a few injuries had crept in. I didn’t have time to properly rest apart from one or two weeks here and there as the races were close together. I also didn’t want to let anyone down as I was raising money for Stroke throughout the year and so many had already sponsored me. Once the races died down I took some time off over Dec and the New Year as running was still difficult.  

I knew I needed a plan for 2015, gaining weight and losing my fitness wasn’t going to do anyone any good. How can you help your family or friends in need if you’re not in a healthy position yourself? Sept last year I had signed up for Slimming World in my local town, the group was so welcoming , we weigh in then have a chat as a group about how our week has gone and if we have any bumps to tackle in the next week. It’s all about eating healthy, fresh foods, lean meat, dry pasta, potato, vegetables, fruit, store cupboard staples, your dairy allowance and much more. The best thing is there was no more counting every morse full of food you ate. Something I was in need off. There are only certain things you need to count as part of your Syns that don’t come under your allowances for the day, like choc, crisps, cakes, certain sauces etc. it was a breath of fresh air. They also don’t judge you on your journey, it didn’t matter that for the past few months I have had more bad weeks than I can count. They would help in any way they could. I’m very grateful for that!  

While trying to get myself back on track  I signed us up for two 10k’s this year and some virtual ones form the Will Run For Bling Site. I want to enjoy training as well as being able to spend more time with family and friends either hiking, walking or in general and not fret over missing a crucial run. So came the step up in fitness monitoring and thought it was time to measure my fitness in more ways than one. I invested in an activity monitor. The one I got was great at the time but soon the app it synced to was broken and I couldn’t even sync online to see what I was doing. This was really demotivating. Also the new chest strap technology, using Bluetooth smart, meant it was synching properly to the monitor when I did a bike session as it can’t transfer via skin or in my case fat. So after many a day researching the best ones on the market and reading DC Rainmakers in depth review of the Mio Fuse, I settled on this product and ordered one from amazon. One of the main reasons I ended up picking this monitor was the fact I could check my HR while having it strapped to my wrist. No more chest straps that rubbed me up the wrong way leaving cuts or using Vaseline to the max in order to not cause marks or rubbing. I could also use it to sync to my Garmin while running using ant+ or if I really wanted to use both ant+ and Bluetooth to connect to an app on my phone I could.  
I have had my Mio Fuse for a month now. I’ve only had to charge it the once and I have used it on 4 runs, a few walking and bike sessions as well as all using the all-day activity tracking. It’s really easy to use and I only had to connect it to my phone, no logging onto the lap top to set it up. The app is basic but I have been informed an update is coming soon. You can set up the device to how you want it to be; vibration alerts, and light on when the Mio Fuse is touched during a workout mode, use 3 or 5 HR zone monitoring which you can customize, select what display options you want to see like Time, Distance, Pace, Steps etc. You can also do the same for normal daily tracking in terms of the screen and putting it in lock mode, so you don’t flip between screens if accidentally touched. The device itself is also very light weight despite looking like it might weigh a bit more. It’s comfy and doesn’t scratch when you tighten it during workout mode to ensure the sensor can get your HR.


It’s easy to turn workout mode on with just a hold of the button. It will search for your HR, make sure you stand still while it does this, I learnt that the hard way ha-ha! And in a few seconds it’s displayed along with the colour LED light to signal which zone you are in. Press the button again and of you go your recording your workout. A handy tip is if you find you suddenly don’t want to see a certain screen during a workout but you might have already started it and don’t want to completely end your workout. You can go into the app, deselect that screen to not show any more, save and it will update the Mio. Voila, press go and next time you flip through the screens it will no longer show. To stop a workout you hold down the button and that’s it you’ve completed your workout. Once you sync to the app you will see some stats; the workout zone you were mostly in , average HR, Max HR, time of workout, distance, pace, speed and calories burned. The calorie part confused me on my first workout while synced to my Garmin as it was much higher than the Garmin results. But once I checked another form of checking how many calories I should have burned I was around 100 out. I asked Mio Global on FB and they advised it included both your metabolic calorie burn along with accurate workout burn using your profile set up. So make sure your info is correct within the profile. That’s great as it means I am getting much more accurate data to help me with recovery.  


In the week I watched the Mio videos online where ‘Universal Sports ran a series of videos called, “Race to Recovery”. The series focussed on the importance of using a heart rate monitor to build speed and improve recovery time for people who are training for a half or full marathon’. – (See more at: http://blog.mioglobal.com) the woman who was receiving the training wanted to recover better on her next Half marathon and also run more comfortably during the race. The same things I want to see. On my last run I took my Mio fuse to the next level and actually used the HR zones to guide me rather than using it to simply see my HR. Might as well get my money’s worth. I switched from the 3 zone I had it set to previously to the 5 zones, adjusted some HR levels to what I wanted and headed out. I also had the vibration alert on so each time my HR went into the next zone the Mio would vibrate so I could check where I was and either stay at the same pace or slow down. While running my HR still went to into zone 5 (maximum workout zone) but it was at lower end, which was around 10-15 beats slower than on previous runs. Despite that I was very surprised to find that when it came to finishing the run I still felt energised and recovered so much better. I also noticed I didn’t feel really hot, just warm. Being a heavier runner I tend to find I overheat quickly. Clearly HR zone tracking works and it’s something I plan to keep up to help train my heart to recover quicker.
It’s been a long 9 months but life is slowly getting back on track. My head has shifted mentally and I have a more positive outlook; I am enjoying running and working out again, eating better while following the slimming world plan and my Mio Fuse is pushing me each day, making me push harder than the day before. Using these tools has resulted in a 3lb weight loss this week. I really hope this is a sign of better things to come and with what we have planned this year the Mio Fuse has come along at just the right time.